Category: Personal

I’m a person. That’s enough

It’s amazing starting over. New facebook, new instagram, new youtube, new twitter. It’s another learning chapter. It’s kind of nice, even tho it wasn’t by choice and I was hacked and youtube/google and facebook/instagram are incompetent tyrannical dystopian monopolies run by robots. I don’t need the internet to have relationships. It’s much better to just…


Pool Party / My Place

Nervous nervous and anxious waiting for this hot young model to show up. Changing location at last minute. Clean my studio up. Try to make things nice. Oh great, the local band is rehearsing here same time we are shooting. Minor set back. She can’t find the place. Ok she’s here. She looks like Shelly,…


Finally a Fucking Loser

I always wanted to be a lowlife shit head like all the cool stylish drug addicts and artists well now I’m a fucking loser like I always wanted. I can’t do anything right. I commented on Gemma Thompson’s instagram something normal she blocks me. She’s my favorite guitarist. I bought my amp inspired by her….


Censor This

The internet is a fucked up place. Passwords, Identities, Brands. Facebook and Google run this shit. They decide who does what and gets places. It’s sad and scary. We should destroy them all. I’m blocked on every possible social media platform. I’m only writing here because it’s all I have left. I get like 3…


I Had This Idea

I never wanted to do this before, but I just had this idea that printing up some of my portraits life size and having a show would be a good way to invest in my art. It would definitely show some folks that I’m serious and that I believe in myself. Why have I never…


Keeping To Myself

I’ve always wanted to be a writer. I’ve always wanted to be an artist. I’ve always wanted to create. I did a lot of photography. Why not do a lot of writing? Few may see it. Even the best artists only have a few of their works ever get to be very popular. The body…


Smoothing Out

Hey friends. Things are getting better in a lot of ways. I was just hit with a happy wave of satisfaction that I own this website. I love my brand name. I love the way it sounds, and what it means to me, and the history behind it. I love that I can sit here…


Self Indulgent Post

Covid Covid Covid. Yeah I know. Fucking bullshit mother fucking covid. Everything is closed, except the hackers. They are busy hacking my google and venmo. They took all I had in my online account. Bastards. Today I’m still in the middle of it. Bullshit. Some fucking crack heads stole my instruments last year and luckily…