I always wanted to be a lowlife shit head like all the cool stylish drug addicts and artists well now I’m a fucking loser like I always wanted.

I can’t do anything right. I commented on Gemma Thompson’s instagram something normal she blocks me. She’s my favorite guitarist. I bought my amp inspired by her.

My photos are total shit. No real artist would every come near my work. I don’t blame them. I’m not an artist. I’m a piece of shit. No one will even ever read this. The world is also shit. Everyone I have ever loved has died or hated me.

I’m nothing.