These are some beautiful scarves that do wonders for the rather drab environment of the studio here where I also slept for a while sometimes on that mattress and sometimes in a hammock. Ok now that I got that awkward TMI out of the way. Let me also add that this is 35mm film with a CRT light which probably cast a green hue before I balanced these scans out. Unless these were actually shot with my large LED daylight bulbs, I’m just not sure if I had for this shoot. But it looks to me like these have a good CRI going on so I think maybe it was the latter.
I miss those days but I felt like garbage during those times because life was absolute chaos and it was driving me mad. It was a lot and I had already been going through so much. I’m a constant mental case. I just hope no one uses this admission of guilt against me. You know how being vulnerable attracts those freaking narcissists that wanna eat your soul.
Well this is a memory. I’m glad I was able to capture these on film. Film really is amazing. Also I used a 1966 Minolta Hi-Matic 7 1.7 45mm lens I think – actually I have it sitting right here so let me check – ok its a 1.8 not 1.7. The last time I did a few weeks of film shoots with models, and sent my work in the mail to get developed, I lost it all and it almost killed me. I never recovered.
